ever walk into a room and trip as you make it passed the thresh hold? well thats i how i feel today.
i told myself that i would allow for change and try not to fall into my old routines, habits, vices or negativity, which is a tall order if im gonna cut out my vices. so this is suppose to be the year of change. start the decade on the right foot. well, i didnt. sorta. i stumbled at the door. but here i am starting what i hope is an outlet. a new blog. i kept putting it off. and with everyone mentioning that we are at a reset 1-1-11, i guess i can take do over.
so, i stare at my computer while i listen to the my music at random. digging to be relivant while only scracting the surface. the only thing is im still quesy from ringing in the new year. feeling down because i lost my cat. yet i want this to be the year i reinvent myself. that i follow my calling as a writter and this blog is my attempt to be more down to earth while still spitting out frivolty.
the path maybe unclear from this point but the direction is fairly set and im heading that way. im setting a goal and as resolutions go, it may fall flat before the month is over but i am determined to perserver. and i may just get where i set out to go. so here goes something. just hope you all read what i have to say.
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